HungerFF Presents: Brolapse

In Episode 68 of Brolapse, Ryan sits down with Brogan for a rare and deeply thoughtful conversation from the perspective of a fisting top—a voice we don’t hear nearly often enough.Brogan shares his unconventional journey into fisting, from spending years unsuccessfully trying to bottom, to discovering that topping opened an entirely new sexual and psychological path for him. Together, they unpack how intuition, responsibility, communication, and consent shape truly connected sex—especially in practices that are often misunderstood or sensationalized.The conversation dives into authenticity in content creation, burnout from performing what you think audiences want, and the freedom that comes from returning to sex that feels real. Brogan reflects on why fisting can be one of the most romantic and intimate sex acts he engages in, why cameras can sometimes disrupt that connection, and how presence matters more than performance.They also explore training versus play, the dangers of inexperience masquerading as confidence, how the fisting scene has evolved post-COVID, and why normalization is powerful—but still requires care, accountability, and listening. From bratty bottoms to aftercare, from live events to private sessions, this episode is about slowing down, checking in, and making sure every moment is a genuine “fuck yes.”This is a conversation about sex—but also about growth, trust, and what it means to truly take care of someone when you’re the one “driving the car.”🎙️ HUNGERFF PRESENTS: BROLAPSENew episodes drop Fridays at 8 PMEarly video access for Spotify subscribers🎧 LISTEN & SUBSCRIBE:Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/BrolapseApple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLXAmazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapseiHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273📖 DEEPER — Ryan’s memoir is available for preorder now:https://HungerFF.com/Deeper👕 HungerWear — “Exactly What I Am” Tee:https://hungerff.threadless.com/designs/exactly-what-i-am-glitter-grit-edition

It’s the very first Brolapse Holiday Special 🎁 — and we’re flipping the script.Inspired by the UK tradition of Boxing Day (a day rooted in role reversal), Dolan Wolf returns—this time as guest host—and puts me in the hot seat 😅🎙️We get into the real stuff and the fun stuff:✨ what the holidays mean to us (and what we can’t stand)🍽️ favorite holiday foods + gift/collectible obsessions🐶 what a “non-sexual day” actually looks like when your brand is HungerFF🧠 burnout, work-life balance, and learning to take the “latex vest” off📘 Deeper — what I learned writing my autobiography, why it was the most cathartic thing I’ve ever done, and the advice I’d give my younger self👊 plus… classic Brolapse detours into pop culture, guilty pleasures, and unexpected questions that hit hardIf you’ve ever felt like you have to be “on” all the time… this one’s for you. 🖤📘 Pre-order Deeper: https://HungerFF.com/Deeper🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa🎧 Listen on Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse❤️ iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273🕗 New video episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM! (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🎙️ Audio available at 8 PM across all platforms!

HungerFF reconnects with Alex FFire, a professional fisting top and content creator, for a candid catch-up that covers how Alex first got into fisting, why reassurance and praise are central to his “body worship” style, and what it means to be a rare fisting top in today’s scene.They dig into identity (poly, non-binary), navigating frail masculinity, and the generational shift around filming sex, shame, and power. Alex also talks FistFest nerves vs. comfort, finding the right kind of play partners, and how he approaches safer sex in 2025 — including PrEP and DoxyPEP — while staying unapologetically slutty.🕗 New episodes drop Friday nights at 8 PM🎥 Early video access for Spotify subscribers🔥 Full video available on HungerFF.com

Ryan James is in Fort Lauderdale, bringing in a guest from Mexico City for a Brolapse episode that turns into a full-on “wait… WHAT?” moment.Masked FisterX reveals that his first-ever fisting session was with HungerFF—after a Grindr message in Puerto Vallarta—where Ryan literally gave him the starter instructions (“go file your nails” 💀) and helped set the tone for how he’d approach fisting content from that moment forward. The wild part? The mask didn’t even exist yet.From there, we get the real behind-the-scenes evolution: how he went from unsure and inexperienced, to finding his balance between “too rough” and “too soft,” learning to read partners, build a dominant persona, and still keep the foundation where it belongs: communication, consent, and checking in—even on camera.We also get into how he vets potential collaborators (and why he won’t do endless DMs), what makes a partner “ready,” how power exchange actually works when it’s consensual, why he prefers full-session context over short clips, and why he avoids the chems-first culture even while navigating scenes where it’s common.It’s funny, weirdly wholesome, and honestly kind of mind-blowing: the before and after of a persona that went on to become a whole brand—plus a reminder that the hottest sessions aren’t just “pound town”… they’re the ones where people actually talk. 👊💦🖤🎧 Listen on Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse📻 iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273🕗 New episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM (Spotify gets early access)

This week on Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with Andrew Phoenix (@AndrewFFoeniXXX) for a raw, funny, and deeply honest conversation about finding himself through sobriety, kink, and community.Andrew opens up about being raised religious, getting bullied, and having early partners shame him for loving fisting — only to discover, in 2018, a community where he finally felt accepted exactly as he was. He talks about how sobriety reshaped the way he plays, how being fully present made his connections richer, and why the fisting world feels more like family than a fetish.We dive into the culture outsiders don’t understand, the friendships forged over gloves and laughter, and why fisting isn’t “weird” — it’s meaningful, bonding, and sometimes downright hysterical. Andrew also shares why the Andrew you see in videos isn’t a persona at all… it’s actually the truest version of himself.A mix of heart, humor, filth, and honesty — this episode goes deep in every way possible.Follow Andrew:🐦 X: @AndrewFFoeniXXX💙 BlueSky: @AndrewFFoeniXXX.bsky.socialNew episodes drop Fridays at 8 PM. Early video access available on Spotify.